WolfyBoy22

Ok, before we start I wanna get something out of the way, when this was going on we've been dating for three four months and we haven't done anything, we haven't even kissed yet, well, he kissed my cheek Couple times but still. Anyway, I really wanted to do something with him, anything really, this was the day I was gonna try. So to start off, I asked him to come to my house, I really wanted him to come over and I wanted it for so long, and he actually wanted to come. It was summer break so he could stay a couple days. We made the plans and we went to pick him up. When we got there I kinda just expected him to just get in and my mom talk to

I really wanna see Nolan... i really wanna see my friends, i hurt one bad and I'm really sorry, i just really need to see people rn. I need to see Nolan, i need to talk to him and figure out what's gonna happen. I'm really freaking out and I'm going mad. I feel like death.

You know how you love someone so much, and like, you never want to give them up but you want what's best for them, well that's what's happening. There's this guy, and I love him with everything I have, and I'll do anything he asks, but, he doesn't feel the same, or at least I don't think. He loves this girl, this amazing girl, and she makes him happy, I can't do anything about that. I want him happy but she's the one who gives it to him. He chose her, he's keeping her. I'm not gonna interfere with it, I don't want him to hate me. I can't stand feeling like this, because he's amazing, and ik I can't have him. I just feel like I need him even t